Oh well....

So it has been while since I posted.  I should call this blog that instead as it seems that is always my opening line.  I have yet to get back into the swing of things and when I was at the doctor's office yesterday I weighed in at 288.  Granted that is with my shoes and clothes on, but still.  I had some things come up in my personal life (no, I am not telling!) so it has been very hard to get motivated.  The less I do, the more sessile I become.  It is very hard to get myself to run at this point.  It is hard to even do anything.  I feel pretty worthless, but that is life I guess....